*My Box Of Chocolates*

Hmm.. Just suddenly felt like blogging once again after not blogging for agessss…

Gone to Sydney for 4 months since February but it just seems like I’ve been there forever.. Since I got back, there has been sooo many changes.. Not so much of the city.. But more of the people..

Although some maintained thier same ol’ self.. Some people close to me changed.. It’s probably me changing as well.. But I guess it’s both ways too.. Which is pretty disappointing.. Oh well, life goes on and no one will ever be the same..

I’ve been back for almost a month now for my winter hols.. I spent most of my time staying home.. Thinking who to call.. I had a whole long list.. But a large portion of whom I called most often, they had all sorts of excuses to reject me and they never bothered to call back..

I’m leaving in about a week.. And I just cant wait to leave.. When I first went over to Sydney, I missed home sooo much.. Especially these people.. I felt lost when I went over.. But now that I’m back home, I feel like I’m a total stranger in a different place.. And I feel lost.. I feel like I dont know you anymore.. I feel like I’m in Sydney all over again..

I’m so lost and I dont know what ever happened.. Am I being too sensitive? Or is it really the changes that has affected everything?

However, I’d love to thank those who’s stood by me and been here for me during my trip back.. Thanks for keeping me accompany during my boring hols back here.. Helped minus the boredness.. And I’m sorry to those that I didnt get to meet up with..

Oh yea.. Since I’m on that context, the car that I’ve been driving all the time was crashed.. So yea.. I had trouble leaving the house.. Unless I followed Jesus’ footsteps and use my legs to travel.. I really would.. But KL is just tooooo huge.. I do that in Sydney.. =p

And for those who didnt get to see me.. I’ve put on alot of weight and now I’m a fatty.. so yea.. Imagine that… =( It’s late now.. I’ll blog again when I suddenly feel like complaining about life.. Or when something good happens.. Or when I feel like it.. I doubt anyone reads anyway.. But heck.. That’s wat a blog is for..

This is what I think and feel right now..

The Lord’s Prayer

Our Father which art in Heaven

Hallowed be Thy name

Thy Kingdom come

Thy will be done

On earth as it is in Heaven

Give us this day our daily bread

And forgive us debts

As we forgive our debtors

And lead us not into temptation

But deliver us from evil

For Thine is the Kingdom

And the Power

And the Glory

Forever

Amen….

I’m just feeling really afraid and worried now for my next few papers.. But after saying the Lord’s prayer.. I feel like my burdens are lifted up.. My mum forwarded an email to me and it helps alot.. The verse in that email meant alot to me at times like this.. It was from Psalm 55:22 "Cast  thy burden upon the Lord, and He shall sustain thee. He shall suffer the righteous to be moved. "

I hope this verse helps those of you who feels burden right now due to the exam pressure or anything that you’re feeling burdened about.. HE’s always there for you.. Trust in the Lord.. Take care and have a great week ahead.. I’ll blog about my weekend when I have more time.. Cant wait til my exams are over~!!!!

I’m damn super tired but yet I’m gonna make it a habit to blog.. Feeling tired & sleepy though.. Went to watch THE COVENENT with Wei Jen cox we were too lazy and too bored to study at the lib.. I personally think that show’s kinda nice.. Maybe cox I like this kinda movies.. But the main actor’s body is damnnnnn HOT~!!!! woahh… WJ and I were drooling over that guy’s body man.. woahh… Nose bleed..

Had a really great day today~!! Im actually feeling happy.. =) Went to college n I sort of covered most of my finance.. And hopefully I’ll pass that subject~!! Otherwise my dad would slaughter me..

After studying, went out with Janet to Mid Valley for a drink.. Ended up SHOPPING~!!! WEEEEEEE… Damn happy wei… We said we werent gonna buy anything today.. But when we came out, we had something extra that came along~!! OUR NEW TOPS~!!! Bought the same top from GIORDANO as Janet but diff colour.. Also bought a white tube from URBAN&CO~!! And i LURVEEEE that top.. NO REGRETS~!!

After shopping, sent Janet home and headed back to Mid Valley for a movie.. Felt hungry so headed to KIKU ZAKURA.. yum yummmm~!!! The unagi don was super delicious.. I’m gonna go there again~!!!

Went for a movie with my bro and his friends.. FLUSHED AWAY.. I thought it was a sucky horrible movie by judging the posters.. Dont really fancy animated cartoons.. But it was actually really good.. I laughed my ass off.. Maybe you should go watch it too or something.. I think that’s something entertaining enough to help release some exam stress..

<— Something from the cartoon..

I feel very much happier and stress relieved now.. Must be my shopping therapy.. =) Okay.. I’m tired and worn out now.. Drained all my energy out shopping today and movie.. Woahh.. Til then… *YAWN*

A lil camwhoring..

*RARRRRR*

*Trying hard to study*

Im finally back blogging.. Shows how bored I am.. Maybe its good to start blogging now.. Make it a good habit to blog so that when I’m gone, there’d still be news about me huh.. In the middle of my finals.. So scared but yet.. Still so lazy…..

lol… Yes yes.. I am a camwhore.. I dont have anything to do lately..

It’s the end of my first year in uni.. Cant believe it that I’ve made it so far.. Thank God.. Just hope now that I can pass my papers~!! *cross my fingers* Oh well…. Anyway, guess that’s it.. Will blog again soon whenever something happens,,..

P.S.: I’m feeling emo now.. I couldn’t finish my law paper today…

I hate the way you talk to me

I hate the way you cut your hair

I hate the way you drive my car

I hate it when you stare

I hate your big dumb combat boots

And the way you read my mind

I hate you so much, it makes me sick

It even makes me rhyme

I hate the way you’re always right

I hate it when you lie

I hate it when you make me laugh

Even worse when you make me cry

I hate it when you’re not around

And the fact you didn’t call

But mostly I hate the way I dont hate you

Not even close

Not even a lil bit

Not even at all…

p.s.: gerald, this is for you…

love,

julie

"I said a prayer straight from the heart,

God knew I was sincere,

As I prayed for you today,

The angels gathered near.

I asked God to give you strength,

To face life’s tide…

I told Him an angel

was needed by your side.

I asked Him to toss your hurt

into the deep blue sea

and let its healing waters

remove the memory.

Tears are heavenly raindrops

God must send to cleanse the soul

The storm will quickly be replaced

with the beauty of His rainbow."

  Its been awhile since i blogged.. was so lazy and so tired and all.. but anyway, let me update it now.. oh wow.. so much happened this past few days.. was busy with the drama script and everything else..

   Anyway, last friday, was out with jess, serene, tony and mei hui at mv watching coach carter.. was a great movie.. went to chilis for lunch.. n the food was yum yummm.. we planned to go to bangsar’s RED CHAMBER for a drink after the movie.. and we did.. but there was a series of unfortunate events that happened to us before we got to our destination.. hehe.. funny..

   Let me tell you all about it.. well, after the movie, we were suppose to meet up with serene cox she left early to do something else.. then in the evening, i got a msg from her saying she was already on her way.. all of us at mv were already ready for her to pick us up.. and then suddenly tony’s phone rang.. and it was none other than serene.. haha.. and tony was talking to her.. and suddenly we heard the words come out of tony’s mouth.. "huh?? you got lost ah??" haha.. well, i guess i shouldnt say anyhting more than that.. well, we finally caught up with her.. and we reunited again at subang.. [[guess where serene was coming from when she wanted to go to mv..]]

   After we reunited, tony took mei hui home.. and the 3 of us [[jess, julie and serene..]] went to RED CHAMBER.. on our way there, there was a great big flood and i thought we had no choice but to end our journey.. but after all the stupid hassel, we did not give up.. haha.. [[crap..]] then we took another alternative route and reach RED CHAMBER in the end..

   We then enjoyed our luxurious drinks in RED CHAMBER.. and we went back after that.. then that’s the end of my day one experience..

   Next day was Saturday and i just stayed home all day long.. just sleeping and watched tv all day.. then in the evening, got a phone call from Lionel.. [[my first friend at Taylors..]] and the next minute i know, i was out with them.. [[jess, serene, jonathan, meng lee and lionel..]] even after showing jess and serene to my place, they still didnt end up at my place.. but somewher else.. hehe..

   We went to Hartamas for drinks.. first we went to Christos [[ i think that's how its spelled..]] had a drink then moved on to Breakers.. [[EMBARASSING MOMENT COMING UP..]] we went in thinking to get a place to play foosball.. and knowing it was a saturday night, there was bloody many ppl.. then well, we headed to the toilet first.. and i didnt see the tiny step there.. so i trip n fell.. well, that was SO bloody embarassing but then no one saw.. so i acted as if nothing happened..

   You think that was embarassing.. it wasnt okay.. wat’s more embarassing is when we thought of leaving Breakers cox damn alot of ppl.. then when we were about to reach the main entrance.. at the centre of the pool tables and foosball tables, there was ANOTHER BLOODY TINY STEP~!! and yes yes.. you guessed right.. i trip n fell~!!! and it was in front of so many blooody ppl~!!! so damn embarassing~!! and then i sprained my ankle.. sighh.. bad luck huh..

   I thought i was fine and i just walked cooly with my head down.. [[of course i'm embarassed..]] but i just laughed my way out.. sighh.. sad.. embarassed~!! and so we then headed to Soul Out after that for another round of drinks.. we drank and also danced la.. but then no ppl there wan.. so damn not happening.. but anyway, all the alcohol in my body took over the pain so i couldnt feel anything..

   The next day.. Sunday.. i went to church.. and walked as if i could but the pain was just too horrible~!! i had to drag my leg everywhere i went man.. sucks.. and by afternoon, my ankle was so swollen.. it looked like as thought there was stuffing in my ankle.. like some stuffed toy or something.. haha.. then right after lunch, i went to the chinese traditional doctor to go rub my leg.. and it hurt even more than the night before man.. i could have died staying a little longer in that "room of torture" [[ the clinic..]].. sorry.. being a lil exagerating..

   I think i’ve blogged enough for now.. will write again when any stupid things happen to me.. that’s all.. take care everyone who reads~!! love ya lots~!! muaxx~!!

   Its been 3 days since i blogged.. was so busy and was back late almost every night since friday.. so i was just darn too tired to write.. anyway, on friday, joanne and the rest gave seng wai a surprise birthday party in mid valley at chillis.. he just stonned when we reach and also when we took out a birthday cake for him.. i guess he’s TOO surprised huh.. hehe.. anyway, it was all good.. i reach home about 12.. then went straight to bed..

  Saturday came and i stayed home all morning, afternoon and evening.. my mum and bro wasnt around to take me out so i was at home.. and it was dead boring.. it was just me, the tv, the comp and my bed.. nothing else.. then later in the evening around 6, i went out for dinner with shu yi in mid valley.. then around 8 something jaseline came.. havent seen her in one and half month.. then we met up with the rest of the ppl.. that i lost contact for a month already.. we took a cab and went off to watch "The Pacifier" in time square.. it was such a great show.. got home around 3 something.. and that was bloody late already.. then i just went straight to bed..

   Sunday came and then i had to wake up early to go to church.. and then around 1 something i reached college to go get the stupid drama script done.. and so i met up with the rest of the script comm ppl and we came up with this really so-called GOOD drama.. [[that's what we all thought at first..]] then we went home around 5..then had dinner and the rest was history.. owh.. i remmeber.. i slept at 9.30.. that was bloody early.. but i was just too tired..

   Monday came.. that’s today.. and it was just another typicla day.. nothing much.. just had a great time talking to Dr. Lee.. [[our english drama consultant.. hmm.. sounds weird but yeah.. she's consulting us..]] she helped us through the rough times trying to get the story line correct.. so now we have a totally different story.. [[ due to our immaturity and also the crappiness and un-originality of our stupid first story.. well, i wouldnt say it was all crappy but it was just a typical love story..]] anyway, we got through that and something else came up and she said it was better.. oh btw, the drama isnt open to public anymore.. so so sorry~!! its only open to TBS students.. so if you are a TBS student, please do drop by and watch it.. i hope it turns out okay though..

   I guess that’s about all that happened.. i’m gonna go sleep.. i feel so tired already and its just 10pm now.. hehe.. i’m turning into a PIG~!! oh no.. *OUT*..

   Yesterday was just a hectic day.. went to college and the drama thing was making everyone stressed up and that wasnt something good man.. well, anyway, nothing much really happened.. after college, shu yi and i went to mid valley to do some shopping.. i couldnt believe that i spent so much in just that few hours.. shessh.. i feel happy but at the same time, my heart ached..

   Anyway, after i came back, i took my bath, watched tv for awhile and went straight to bed.. was so tired..

   Today’s another day.. my class was told that the drama was not open to public~!! so sorry ppl.. so i guess u’re not invited.. unless u’re a tbs [[taylors business school..]] student.. oh well.. and the tension about this drama thing is just too much to handle man.. everyone’s like going into a war or something when this drama thing comes up.. i just hope we can get it done and over with..

   I was so tired after college, i just went home and slept.. then had my dinner and now here i am writing.. sigh.. its just so damn boring~!! gonna sleep again.. nitez..

   Another day of my life just passed again.. doing the same things.. going to college and then back.. today i just felt extra lazy to get out of bed in the morning.. i could feel my mind saying get up but my body kept saying no.. well, i got up anyways..

   Mr Chan [[my english tutor..]] finally came for class.. first class since this sem started.. but heck, its just english.. relax.. hehe.. anyway, we were told that we had a 40% assignment to do and we’re gonna be doing a drama~!! wohoo~!! and this drama aint a small matter man.. other than the fact that it carries almost half of my grades, its gonna be open to public in next month.. i’m so excited about it.. its like an original production by us [[as in my classmates and i..]] those who actually takes the time to read my blog, is now officially invited to the play we’re coming up with..

   Hmm.. other than english, there isnt much anymore that happened.. oh~!! haha.. i remember.. i finally got my P licence.. but i’ve not touched the driver’s seat yet.. hehe.. i just cant wait.. haha.. excited am i.. well, anyway, i guess that’s just all for today.. thank friendster for coming up with blogs now.. cox at least i dont have to log into other sites to update it.. and its more convenient and its much much easier to use.. hehe.. well, nitez..